Best Friends? 3

"Kyle, I don't wanna do this! I feel stupid!" Stan whined.

"C'mon! It's a perfect way to tell people we're dating. Someone will come up to you and be like 'Hey why are you wearing Kyle's jacket?' and you can be like 'Oh I am attracted to him and want to fuck him in the ass' you know, maybe without the ass part," I said, then we both laughed at the vulgarity of it all. Words like ass and fuck made the situation feel more like the friendship we had before.

Stan and I got on better terms with each other after the penis incidence and have been happy ever since. My mom drove us to the movies twice and we held hands the whole time. Those dates were fun. Being with him makes everything seem better. Stan has plagued my mind in the best of ways. Today we were at my house talking about how to come out to our friends.

"It seems a bit gay," he said gingerly.

"And holding hands and kissing with boys is totally not, right?"

"That's not what I meant Kyle." He laughed even though I didn't understand his point. "It's not the kind of gay I want to be labeled as. You know? It's going to ruin my rep on the football team!" Stan stood there itching his neck where the green cotton rubbed uncomfortably against his sensitive skin. It was a bit tanner than before because the weather was warming up and he is out almost everyday with me or Kenny or someone from the team. Sun freckles sprinkled across his face. Kenny had freckles like that also, but his weren't brush strokes from god, crafted perfectly to make him so much more sexier than before. I liked kissing them.

"Then what are we going to do? Just walk up to them and say 'Hey I'm a fag'. Cartman will die from the hilarity of it all. No, we need a plan," I nagged.

"Okay, as long as we get to try that thing I tried a few weeks ago," he smirked seductively. Heat radiated from everywhere in my body and beads of sweat came from my forehead like rain from angry clouds. Shit, I'm not good at this.

"L-le-lets figure out, um, fig-" I stammered as Stan took off his hat. Next, my jacket. Then his shirt. Pants fell to the ground. Terrance and Philip underwear remained. He stepped a bit closer and I closed my eyes. He kissed me in a way I've never been kissed before, which by the way isn't saying much. I didn't know what to make out of all of this. I really wasn't sure what I was to be doing with my tongue at all.

A part of me longed for those damn underwear to disappear and for him to touch me in places that nine year olds shouldn't touch. Goosebumps formed everywhere his fingers lingered. My arms tingled in enjoyment as he stroked them lightly.

"Stan," I said quietly, not sure if I could utter any louder than that.

"Kyle!" he said enthusiastically and pinned me to my bed. A feeling of panic overtook my body and I pushed him off me as he sucked at my neck.

"My mom could come in!" I gasped.

"You got a lock?"

"Ya but," I was at a lose for words. He tip-toed over to the door and locked it, then ran back over and pounced. I giggled against my own will and smiled as he softly touched his lips against mine, not exactly a kiss but a loving act none the less. What the hell. I wrapped my arms around his neck and licked his nose. My lips found his as we blindly figured out how to do this.

Stan unbuttoned my pants and I let him inch them off. My knobby knees were plain as day. I never liked my knees. Stan's knees are boney, but not protruding or of any knobby like quality. Beautiful.

Cold hands went all over my stomach and my shirt somehow came off. Both of us were left with our underwear and socks. We both stopped, not going any farther, waiting for the other to proceed. Small awkward kisses were passed but nothing else. Stan circled my bellybutton with his tongue then he kissed it.

I grabbed his butt, although I felt stupid doing it.

"Maybe we should google how this is done," I suggested.

"Ya, good idea," Stan said kissing me and putting on his jacket while walking to the computer. My breathing was uneven and my mind scrambled. Was Stan going through the same thing? He seems so calm and he composed himself so well. I was flabbergasted at the least.

I got my jacket and pulled it over my arms even though I wasn't cold. In fact I think I might be sporting a fever. My face was red and hot. Stan woke up my mac and got onto Firefox. He opened up google and started typing :

How to have gay sex

"Um, try the third link down," I suggested, leaning over his shoulder to get a better look. He clicked it and we read.

[Are you ready for sex? Chances are if you're reading this your body is ready to seal the deal. But are you ready emotionally? Have you prepared to top, bottom, or looked into other ways to be intimate like frottage, rimming, or oral?

And these days you can't be too safe or sure a guy is "clean" by the way he looks or from what he says. Given that, have you thought ways to be safe?

Sex may seem simple: give, receive, relieve. But, sex can be far more complication, especially if you're not prepared.

Let's start with emotions
Some guys can be physical without experiencing emotional connections. Others, however, prefer some level of emotional bonding before being intimate. Have you thought about where you lay on the spectrum? More on sex and emotions.

Now, on to preparing to top or bottom
It's obvious how to top or bottom: One person penetrates and the other receives. But, how do you know if you're a top or bottom? And even them, are you a good top or bottom? And, are you prepared to do either?

Do you know how to be safe?
Once you've chosen to have sex, there are a number of ways to reduce the risk of contracting an STD. About.com STD Guide Elizabeth Boskey, Ph.D. says, "First, you need to know yourself. Second, you need to know your partner. And third? You need to know about condoms and safer sex." Track these safer sex tips and ways to avoid getting an STD.

Not into anal?
Despite the common myth, not all gay men like anal sex. There are many ways men can be intimate with one another without having anal sex. Two very common ways are intercrural sex and frottage. Both of these types of non-penetrative sex can be used as foreplay or for complete intimacy. ]

"Gays can get aids?" Stan asked.

"I guess so. That sucks."

"Ya well, so do you understand it better now?" I questioned.

"No. Let's try a different link," and he backspaced to the previous screen with the different sites. Stan clicked on a link stating [Information for Gay Teens on Having Sex for the First Time]

"Maybe this will help. We're not that far off from teens,"

[Oral Sex
Oral sex refers to using your mouth on a partner's genitals.

On a guy this is called fellatio. A lot of people also use slang terms like blow job or giving head.

On a girl it's called cunnilingus. People may also say they "went down" on someone.
There is no one way to have oral sex. So if you are nervous about "doing it right" one of the best things you can do is talk to your partner. Asking what he or she likes, and talking about the situation might seem awkward, but it is really the most likely way to make sure you have a positive experience.
Keep in mind that oral sex can pass STDs. So it is wise to practice safer sex by using a dam for oral sex performed on a girl. Condoms can be used for oral sex performed on a guy.
Anal Sex
Anal sex refers to having sex play involving the anus. Some people have anal intercourse. Others uses toys or fingers anally.
Like oral sex, it is really important to practice safer sex and to use condoms when having anal sex. That's because anal sex can easily pass STDs including HIV.
When it comes to anal sex you should always take your time and stop if anything feels uncomfortable. Plus, it is a good idea to use lube because the anus generally doesn't produce enough of its own to reduce painful friction.]

"Oh. I kinda get it," I said, understanding a bit better.

"Now let's try it," Stan said, holding my hand and coaxing me to bed.